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<div><font color="#767676">仓皇逃跑的流年撞碎一地的记忆,</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">绵羊坐上远去的公车,我站在原地还在观望刚才一起走过的地方,心里感受到一个多月来无法企及的那些亲切感,身边一辆一辆过往的汽车还有站台上焦躁着等车的人们也变的美好清爽起来。你后来发来短信告诉我说纪妞儿要好好过活记得吃饭,我一遍遍翻看着想象你说出这句子的表情,容易被感动应该是永远坚持下去的习惯,谁都没有办法在这样的世态下不珍惜那点点的温暖,一句好的话语都在照亮我前进的决心。我就在这条名叫青春的道路上继续跌打滚爬的摸索着,寻找一个个未知的岔口寻找那个出口然后将心灵升华沉淀,最终销声匿迹在青春的道路上。</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">我们总在超脱自己。生存下无可厚非的学会一些本能去持续那一丁点的良好自我感觉。这样的城市连风景都是固执单一的个体,冷漠僵化着自己的躯体以及内心唯一的薄弱。停滞不前的三十九天,我一天天的感受到且目睹了自己的退化。沉默和焦躁,厌食以及酗酒带来的胃痉挛,黑眼圈还有那被腐蚀了的镯子。一切的一切都带有了绝望和没有生息的挣扎气息。我努力将脆弱不堪的心灵防线一点点推后再推后,用以支撑我庞大的抑郁。我的眼里顿失光芒,我被淹没在自己捏造的无边无际的幻象里,我将自己摧残直到窒息。这就是我的奇遇,我的晴空万里与我一样的奄奄一息。我却依然有着继续说我很好的权利</font><font color="#767676"><font>。</font></font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676"><font>决定买狗的同一天晚上,我路过五道口的地铁站看到了纪咚咚。憨厚可拘的卷毛小犬。与那双圆眼睛对视很久,于是决定带它回家。一路上都抱着它,它乖的像个毛绒玩具。安静的睡在我的腿上。我开始觉得世界就在我托起它的那一刻静止下来,它的喘息传递了满世界的温暖与希望,我仿佛看到青稚的自己渐渐学着包容与隐忍,看到更加坚定的自己从无数挫折身边走过去拥抱下一站的理想和爱情。一切结束在悄然无声的无限春光里,六月过去。</font></font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676"><font>坐在归途的车里我回头朝那家书店看了又看,穿越人群我仿佛看到你认真翻书的身影。那是一副多么简单的画面。你真实的存在了,尽管遥远着,却清晰的甚至能看清楚你微皱的眉头。我渐渐分不清楚到底哪一个才是真正不加修饰和掩盖的自己,我内心那大片大片生长的忧伤和疼痛一点点打湿了车窗外后退的风景。平稳前行的车在某个街角突然转弯一路北去。幻象泯灭在路边自由生长的杂草里。只有你给予的那份安慰依然浮现在心房的每个角落,生生不息。</font></font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">事情发生之前一直以为只要把自己做的够好够坦诚,就可以躲在高处安然无恙的保护到自己。话说出来字打出来也无非是我个人宣泄生活的方式和权利。自新浪开博来接受与给予太多温暖和伤害。遇到一些人,听过了一些事,做了该做不该做的事情。只是此刻为自己辩解愈加变的难。从来没想过去主动伤害或者漫骂一些人。如若有人看到这里笑了,那也许你是知晓我人品的,那也可能是对我存在恶劣误解的。我到达北京不足三十天,却经历了好似几年的事情。我自始至终没学会过抱怨,我只会一个人躲起来抽烟写字。你会看到我孤寂的藏在沙发里被烟雾缭绕,你却不会看到我站在悲愤的某个地点脏字连篇。我始终觉得那太不像我的风格。我永远都适合压低帽子走过人群背着你们流眼泪。</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">感情是人人都有的历史,无可厚非的伤痕我坚信每个人都经历过。你们彼此温暖拥抱着说爱一辈子,你们伤害着彼此说了不该说的话,你们最终背斥走向了不同的方向又遇到了下一站的人与感情。我们都没有回头的机会。更谈何牵扯与坷绊。我天真的以为你们每个成熟的躯体都匹配了一副多么沧桑和淡默的思想,然而,你们都让我失望了。</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">听到别人对自己的否定和彻底对立是一件令人难过的事情。我没做到淡默的无所谓自己的名誉与人格评价。事情闹到这种地步我听从朋友的意见走出来解释一些我确实没做过的事情。比如,漫骂和对你们的人格诋毁,对于你们的事情我从一开始就是局外人,我没接受任何外界信息当然也没做出任何个人意见以及评价。你们无中生有和发达想象力创造出来的产物根本不存在。希望日子恢复太平和现实,让那些噩梦和所谓的面子都去见鬼。</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">即使你们的世界依然嘈杂和混乱,那请远离我的清净生活再继续混沌不堪。纪需要的只是一纸素言和寥落安定的一份感情,不要搀杂曾经的事情进来。我是真的不擅解决这些低俗和老套的纠纷,这样的情节本就不该出现在我的人生里。</font></div>
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<div><font color="#767676">最后,写一些与上文无关的话。对于那个纠缠了一年多的人,你可以评论我的高姿态,你可以四处散播纪与</font></div>
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<p><font color="#767676">预期的事情突然提前了一段日子,自己亦除了惊喜也稍许增添几分担心。这个年头只因一句我爱你于是拔山涉水突兀奔往的人还是少的。否则为何身边的人们为了劝慰我停留而煞费苦心。事情从来不会比想象中乖巧,预计的顺利与轻松在现实中未获得实现。忙碌准备一些东西和计划。积极和家人做了沟通。真正原因我没有告诉任何人,我还是不诚实的。当然本身以为那个为了继续念书的理由够理直气壮。我还是感性多了一些。</font></p>
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<p><font color="#767676">没有任何一个时刻像现在这样的贪恋家,压缩了和朋友出去聚会的时间在家里一言不发的只是抽烟。拍了卧室的很多照片,翻阅时怀疑几年后的自己会不会感觉陌生。我想很久还是觉得应该将一切说出来给每个人甚至是我自己一个交代。我在这座城市一天天重复的过活,我也许得逃亡。给自己的生活另一番模样。话虽然是这么说,观望这次离开觉得会是多么的充满期待与惊奇。只是心里那种感觉会很少人真正体会。一个人的列车和地图,太多事情都是自己依偎了。</font></p>
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<p><font color="#767676">请求所有人的原谅。</font><font color="#767676">我将一个人上路,努力的向北走。</font></p>
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